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September 13 背影今天晚饭，一家三口仍像往常一样围着电视机。父亲突然来了句：“40多年前的今天是我第一天上班。”我一直抱怨年纪渐大的他记性不好，不知为什么忽然记忆力那么强。我专一关心电视里的内容，轻描淡写地说：“是伐，怎么突然记起这个。”“退休证领好了。。”他的眼角闪过一丝失落。
刚过了足岁生日的父亲，已到了退休的年龄。这是他今年提及最多的牵挂，“退休就轻松了，可以和你妈一起去旅游了！”他甚至还做了旅游计划。其实，不甘心的心情还是很清晰地流露在他的脸上。我很敏感，很容易察觉他的感受。父亲出生后就遭遇了不幸，这是我初中后才知悉的内容。被他的经历感动，也是我对做人的道理，很早就成熟原因之一。父亲忠厚，传统，负责，遇过文革，支过内，从基层一直到项目经理实属不易。改革开放，对没有抓住属于他的机会，一直耿耿于怀。也是他失落的原因吧，我想。
吃完饭，我拿起相机，偷偷拍下了他的背影。他仍啜着小酒看着电视，我的眼睛略有些湿润了。父亲老了，头发，肩膀，还有粗糙的手。我不禁想起在老房子，父亲带我晨跑拿牛奶的光景；在他单位洗完澡买羊角蛋糕给我，自己却舍不得吃的情节。瞬间联系到朱自清的《背影》，文中刻画父亲买橘子的情节感人至深。父亲的朴实及真诚被朱暗笑为迂。其实我又何尝不是呢。“唉，我现在想想，那时真是太聪明了！”，文中的这句，对于懂事的男孩，若干年后都会有这样的想法吧。
人说严父慈母，可父亲没怎么打过我，唯独一次在学校，我还历历在目。倒是母亲拿棍棒的次数不少，棍棒之下出孝子，不无道理。隔壁家女孩子每天都要骂自己的老爸。我是看着她长大的，小时候他父亲对其就宠爱有佳，从不舍得打一下，骂一句，溺爱终究导致了悲剧。我想，连自己父亲都没爱的人，又怎么会去爱人和被爱呢。你说是吗。。？
“我身体平安，惟膀子疼痛利害，举箸提笔，诸多不便，大约大去之期不远矣。”我读到此处，在晶莹的泪光中，又看见那肥胖的，青布棉袍，黑布马褂的背影。——朱自清《背影》
BGM: 莫文蔚 - 在那遥远的地方 - 父亲的年代
June 25 Birthday of the Two WomenIt's not a easy week. Pressure from work and fatigue from staying up. Orders acquisition, finally, lets me find some delight in this half year effort.
Our team members talked about self-improvement and driving course after the lunch time. We planned to take a driving course soon to be competitive in front of the employment pressure. Gradually, I'm think variedly after the great failure in the beginning of this month. Another chance was missed today, which strengthen my decision. I'm gonna move sooner or later as per my plan and the employment situation…
Suddenly, I recalled it's the birthday of the two important women in my life after getting off my work.
Firstly, I must thank Sammi. She is the girl supports and encourages me whenever I am sad and glad. During our last supper time I found your warm maturity which differentiates from that of we came across 7 years ago. Also, I found my improvidence… Anyway, I hope you could get your deserved happiness and have a perfect birthday.
The last but not the least. The most significant woman to me enjoys her birday today, too. She raised me up, she taught me, she gave me memories. She is my dearest grandma who’s ever dried her hard to give me a perfect childhood. Although, She left me almost 5 years, every scene of ours is pouring out now. I’ve been missing you, my nana! Are you watching me in the sky now… Wish you also could have a great birthday in the heaven. I will always love you…
爱你胜过自己 - 张栋梁
 May 17 朋友突然袭来的大风，毫无准备的大雨，让人有些措手不及。从中午的30多度滑落到10多度，内火再重也感到了一丝凉意。
从重聚的寒暄到送我到车站的握手，心里的那份热却没有被这凉意冲淡。屈指算算也快有2年没见了，那份熟悉，那份气息仍那么亲近。交谈中，一些故友的轮廓又渐渐地清晰起来，情况有的好，而有的遭遇却让人同情。佛家倡导的善有善报，恶有恶惩，虽然不能应用到每个人的身上，但有些却冥冥之中自有定数。
对酒当歌，人生几何。虽然没有歌，有酒，有朋友已让人非常的窝心。似醉非醉，各自倾吐心声的时间总是那么让人惬意和回味。朋友是什么，冬天里的太阳，夏天里的冰棒的比喻不知是否恰当。朋友是你失意时给你鼓励的那个人，朋友是你得意时给你掌声的那个人，朋友是你大条忘记而Ta却能时常想起你的那个人。
身边有这样的朋友，请好好珍惜Ta。。。
 June 01 青涩的回忆不写英文, 英文表达不出这份感受...
可曾记得爱...
6月1日凌晨, 一个熟悉的名字跳了出来:
"你咋这么好闲心上QQ了啊"
"空虚了"
"装成熟"
......
好久没有见到她了, 不论是在QQ上, 亦或是在生活中. 她美丽, 可爱, 但怕束缚; 她独立, 好强, 但也会怕孤独.
当年你减去长发, 露出一张忧郁可爱的脸, 悄悄地打开了我的心扉. 你终于告诉我剪去长发的原因. 因为我的敏感, 那时大致也已经猜出个8, 9分了. 但我也要感谢他, 能让我有这个机会留下这份青涩的爱.
以前我最喜欢的位子就是靠窗的那排, 这样我就可以靠在墙上, 侧身就能看到你, 为你唱歌, 看你小恬...扯你鞋带...
Titanic火的那时, 你喜欢Leonardo, 我就去买了Tinanic的T恤穿. 让你开心了好久. 你生日那天, 我冒大风穿着这短袖T, 骑车去你家, 晚上回家就感冒了. 但你那天的冷漠让我身心皆痛.
我还记得你最爱吃的果冻, 送你大大的一筒, 不知道你是否还记得那味道...
快分开的那会你无情的换了位子, 可能是为了大家好吧, 我没有问你. 因为我也能感觉到.
那时还没有网络, 我们经常会写信保持联系. 我的信总是蓝色的忧郁的, 而你的总是黑色的无情的哈. 你说至今还全都保留着, 不开心的时候还会拿出来读, 心里很温暖. 我虽然不能清楚记得曾写过的每一字每一句, 但那份情一直深埋在心底.
后来有了网络, 为了你注册了QQ, 我们经常在QQ上交流生活, 交流情感, 听着你的网恋故事, 很傻, 很勇敢...但我也有我的故事, 我的QQ密码中仍含有你的名字.
经过了几年岁月的洗礼, 我们仍交流生活,交流情感, 我们都变了, 变的都成熟了. 回头再看看当年的那份青涩, 我们都笑了. 但笑的是那样的真, 那样的纯...
你可曾记得那份爱...
May 15 MaîtresseMaîtresse, the word from French, means female lover. How to tell whether the girl accpets you or lets you be her lover? The key words - KISS. After having her kiss, what do you want then? You maybe want to give her everything that makes her happy. Sometimes you may wanna buy an expensive ring and marry her some day. However, there are lot of thing will happen between the kiss and the ring. Any stupid mistake will make the beautiful scenes become lots of bubbles. So the love is needed to protect and maintain very carefully from each aspect. Frankly speaking, I've been managing this true love kindly and concentratedly. Wherever and Whenever I am, I will think what she is doing and send my missing to her. Everything I do, I will think of her firstly. Sometimes, I see myself just be a fool, but I'm happy. That's warm, that's enough because I'm loving and being loved.
But, to my surprise, several days ago it's said that she was having love with another guy till now. The sudden news made me almost faint in the seat. What the hell! I couldn't believe it. After getting the evidences with my own eyes, I was beaten by the truth yet. The relation between them was far better than that of us. There was nothing in my brian at that moment. I tried my best to remeber every screen that we had have. Some particular things vaguely showed her lies, which were neglected by my enthusiastic heart.
I think she doesn't recognize the mistake till now. But, you know, the disguise in front of the truth is so weak.
I can not share my love with others. I have to quit. All I want to say to my girl is that it's not my choice that you respected, it's your decision yet! It's the only way that I have to go after your choice. All I can do on that way is to wish he could look after you and protect you better...
Farewell...My dear...
November 18 To ElaineYou are not online now so I paste the assignment here for you.
Sports and Health
A healthy body is necessary for a healthy mind. As all we know, to have a robust mind, we have to own a healthy body firstly. Only by keeping the healthy body can we be energetic in the studying and working. In order to maintain our health, physical exercise is the best way, which can let us get closer to the nature and take in fresh air. These things can make us clear-headed that is mercenary to our health. Moreover, sports stimulate the blood circulation, which is helpful to the metabolism. Also, ports can improve our appetite, which make us be stronger. I like attending in physical exercise and enjoy good health. I have few chances to be ill. Although working a continuous whole day, I still feel energetic. I will keep sporting to get a more healthy body, to live longer, to make more contributions to the society.
On Honesty
Honesty, to me, is telling truth and upright acting without any deceiving. Not only in China but throughout the world as well, it is regarded as a virtue. Obviously, honesty is the policy to stand in the society. We must treat others honestly, which makes others return the same manners to you. So honesty is the personal intangible asset that can’t be lack of in the modern society. If you want to be trusted or respected by your friends, or if you want to be successful in your career, you should have full recognition of this qualification. A liar will have nothing but despising and condemning, or even disaster. That’s why we have to keep honest and upright to let the world be more harmonious.
On Time
What is time? It’s a thing to be loved and hated. For loving, time brings us life and happiness and treats us all fairly. For hating, it passed forward too fast for us to get prepared and finish all you’ve planed. Even, you can’t draw it back. Some people regard time as money. However, sometimes time is more than that. When money is spent, you can earn it back, but time never comes back. On the other hand, time can’t be predicted. What will happen in the next minute, you’ll never know. In people’s life, time is limited. With every second slipping, you will never have it again so that you have to try your best to save it for yourself and others. Don’t waste of time. It’s life!
On Environmental Protection
Environment problem now is not a problem of a country or an area only. It’s a serious issue all over the world. When it happens in a certain district, it affects far more than this district. For instance, the acid rain moves with the atmosphere moving, which affects the area far from there. The upriver water of multinational is polluted so that the whole river is affected in other countries. Therefore, we must have some measures to protect our living environment. Such as to reduce the importing and exporting of garbage, to decrease the ruin of rain forest, to lessen the density of CO2 and stop the destroying of the ozonosphere. Finally, the most important thing is that mankind quality improvement is necessary. May 04 ViviThis is the 2nd times that I blog her in my space. She is called Vivi which is very close to her Chinese name. There is a word "vivid" in English and she always lets me relatively link her to it. She is smart instead of tricky; She is humorous rather than flyaway. Sometimes she is bad-tempered while her heart is filled with reasonable...
These days I don't feel good, She can stay with me, comfort me and give me confidence. She shares her happiness with me, also tells me her bad news. Besides, she lets me know her secrets; when I is ill, she cares of me, which makes me feel her is so close to me...maybe beyond friends...
Anyway, I should say thanks to her. Thanks for her kindness, thanks for her generous, thanks for her carefulness...
Thank you...
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